Sunday, April 20, 2008

Life till now is really ups and downs, especially when I get to handle pb stuff.
The minute it's going on smoothly and and the next day there;s bound to be CONFLICTS...here and there.
But i got the handbook written by Yvonne which Hong Jie and Hao Eng got their hands on and passed it to me, which I read it and I'm gonna analyse bit by bit. it enlightened me alot, but I kinda hesitated. It's all about confidence, which I'm really really lacking of and it's scary to lecture all the prefects.
And I'm like nearly on the verge of breaking down everyday. Cry and reflect. Cry and reflect. And, to me, you'll get to understand things better and see it in a better way..sort of. Everyone wears a mask to just to perform on 'stage'(Real life)
A parent wears a mask of a parent, a CEO wears a mask of a CEO, a president wears a masks of a president and the list goes on. I realised that the higher the position you get, the chances that you will fall will be higher. Everyone will have the role of a spy-camera, watching your every moves and finding opportunites to backstab you...
ThaT'S LIFE....maybe not