Ok,I'm gonna to break down.
Things are going so damn wrong,ok.And now all the blame is on me,right?Fine,I'll take it.Everything is all my fault,ok.You all are NOT even helping me at all.Saying things like'Oh,Cassandra can handle it' stuff like that.So now,I'm Superwoman eh?

I'm gonna wear out soon,and I can't handle all stuff by myself,ok?
You all are not helping me at all!What is this???!@$$%&&^^*^*!!!
I hate this.Totally.And pardon me for being blunt.About the assembly thing..I thought of it before..and you got the wrong idea of me,saying that I'm following teachers blindly.If this doesn't work,I'll try something out.
I am really stressed out,and what's worse is I have to put up a strong front in front of people.I felt like crying but I couldn't cry at all.Tears cant flow when I want them to and they are always flowing at the wrong time.It's downright pathetic.
I've got huge responsibilities to shoulder and you guys are adding salt to the wound.
Sometimes,frankly speaking,I feel like giving this whole thing up and just don't give a damn about it.And I really admire those ordinary people who just only have to concentrate on their studies(: I'M TIRED!

Million hugs to Celine and Josephine,you've really are great listeners and I'm very grateful to have you guys as triplets!We share the same thoughts,eh?

PS:This post was posted not to offend or insult anyone.I just wanna vent things out.

Pasar Malam is opening soon.YAY!
Food and nutrition.chem test are coming up.Stress!Celine!The video is damn funny and they are like 'gaying' so openly!

FAMILY DAY tomorrow! Games are Golf Course and Wheel of Fortune!!!
Support 3e3!!!:DDDD

Doshite piano Tutorial!!!
It's 'Doshite' not Doushite' :)

PIANO VERSION!ENJOY!

Finished doing my homework(:Gonna revise Properties of Circles later on!!!Thanks celine for the pics!Ahhhhhhh!

0 level oral was over!!!Surprsingly I was as nervous as all the previous orals that I took.i read smoothly but the conversation was a total joke.All the tests during this wk were cleared.Such a terrible nightmare.CA2's coming in a next month's time.TIME REALLY FLIES.And I hate it.Thanks to all people who wish me luck for my oral!:DDD
Hello,you were suppose to encourage me, not to add salt in the wound.It not that the progs do not want to come, it just that they are having Chinese test!You don't have to say snetences like "Eh,it's very PATHETIC.So little people!!Don't meet up better and go recess.", or "So boring,don't do orientation la!.Meet up for what?!" You said that you will help me and want to be in prog.And now this.And that's why I flare up.
Josephine!!!My dear Changmin!Don't sad okay.I know what you are sad about that matter(investiture) thingy.Anyway,It's gd that you dont put it to heart!!!Love ya!!

Who wanna go shopping???

Salmon cooking competiton!We won with the the tom tum salmon soup and salmon rice.Ms tan said the soup reminded her of Hokkaido days.Mrs snd took 'da bao' the soup while Ms Tan took the chili!Others dishes made by dear classmates were nice too!!!!Yum!!Well done!!Got a bag,cooler bag, tee and a thick fresh salmon back home!

Sunday is fulla fun(:Went out with closest to the Esplanade to watch a concert performed by Jolie's brother, who is in the ACJC choir. President Mr Nathan was there too and it was super grand.We ket on snapping pics of the Espalnade as if like we are a bunch of tourists who do not know what Esplanade is!There one woman who chided me of taking only 1 pic of the theatre.I'm not the only one who is taking pictures.People were snapping away happily until her face like 'Justice Bao'.Haha..'chao da' face, see how you go round and scold people!!!NehNehNiPooPoo!!
The choir was marvellous man,though I do not know what are language are they singing.Nearly fall asleep,It was so heavenly~

Today was like shit.I had to face problems from PB,people are like making redundant complaints to me like sissies .And I got to meet up with a huge bunch of programmers to come up with the programmes and schedule by nest Tuesday!I've got Mother tongue O level oral and 3 tests coming up!I dont care about Geog test anymore,fail all I care.i rather focus my attention on my oral.I'm going bonkers and I really really really want to go and live in the mental hospital.Sorry for all the crap that I'm writing and I fear that Jolie's dream about me will come true(Go ask Jolie if you wish)Anyway,really appreciate you guys who are willing to listen to me and thanks for all the wonderful taggies!!!!!!!Those tags really cheer me up alot!!!

I've got 5 tests in a row!Dang.Mother Tongue test was disintegrated temporary.Huang Lao Shi was so fed up with those who only prepared one essay.i prepared 3 ok!!!should have slept earlier on that day.Ms Chia freaked us out during IPW.She let us buy drinks and food and bring it in the atrium.Hello???No food is to be consumed in the atrium!Failed Physics test.9/25.Lost 5 careless marks,and I had no hope for Physics.It's just a puddle of still water.Had PB cum SC camp yesterday.Reteach the 5 cultures again,and we are planning for the next year ORIENTATION!!!!!!Baoyuan became OCC:DDDDDDDDDDDD.And I'm the Chief Promgrammer.I was so nervous talking to a big bunch of programmers!!!Just over paranoid,I have no clue on what to do.But I've got info on last yr's orientation stuff and this year's theme is quite similar to last yr.So..it should be OK,I hope.Stacey told me not to stressed as we got alot of time to plan this.Dinner was nice.Exchanged some of Hong Jie's dinner and I gave him alot of rice.Everyone was just so hungry.
O level MT oral coming up nest wk!!!!Ahhh!!!

Saturday!The first week of school was chaotic and hectic.Pb duties was messy in the first day.But things improved ,especially Special Operations!!!Well done!!!I've got 5 tests conming up,the teachers must be too 'kiasu' to prepare us for nest year O'levels.History lesson was funny..erm with a little bit disagusting content.Mr Pillay was telling us that Hitler loved to play with urine(Ew!)And he's only got one testicle(A goat bit it off!Double gross!)How Stalin and Hitler kinda 'betrayed each other.It's like both of them signed an agreement,becoming alliances.When Hitler conquered most of Europe and other countires,he tore up the agreement and wanted to defeat Russia.But Stalin was not stupid and he already armed his own countires with powderful tanks.Cool!
Went to Singapore Indoor Stadium for the SYF opening ceremony.Lydia went siao when she saw Shawn!eRM.The band,ncc,St Johns performance was nice.Like the part where Nicole and Tabitha were doing gymnatics.Astounding!

CHANGMIN!!!

It's been a hectic day!
I found out that I made a huge mistake for the deployment in the morning parade!!!Amended it.Half of the prefects turned up.HALF OF THE PREFECTS TURNED UP ONLY!!!!!!!!!I was on the verge of breaking down,it's total screw up.Big time.But thing took for a better course,and at least the prefects knew what is the new arrangement like,SOPs etc.Maybe I should try seeing the glass half full.But,I still feel guilty when come to think of it.Did I do something wrong?Have I not convey the message clearly?Sigh....
Pot luck was damn fun,that is one thing that relieves me.All the prefects were bonding,and the seniors came!We did a game,which forfeits you to eat 3 mouthfuls of potato salad and ice-cream.And we were already super full at that time!!!!Burp!Khengyin and I did something which disgusted most of them.The ice-cream,melted and sloshed,was added with chocolate and strawberry syrup and then with scraps of potato chips.It's was indeed revolting,but it tasted alright.

I'm gettin' addicted to DBSK!!!!Josephine Chua!!I'm gonna kill you!~!!haha~

Tomorrow's PB pot luck and the new system.
Damn nervous on how to explain to the prefects about the new system.
I'll hope that things will get better after the new grouping(:
OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!ARGHHHHH!

Flag Day:DDDDD

Celine,Jolie,Qiying and I went to J8,as Amk area is gonna be crowded with Peirceans.Fengshui also better mah.We were standing at the entrance of J8.Jolie and I were being shooed off by the security guards becuase we invaded J8'S territory by accident.I'll would like to thank all donaters,whether the amount of money that you donated be big or small.IT'S THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS.But,seriously lah,I can't stand people who just faking to be blind or tone deaf ,walking away with their heads high,or rebutting us with nonsensical and absurd words at us when we approached them for donations.At least,acknowledge us,we are not robbing you or something.Some donaters were humourous.Haha.My donation bag was the heaviest,mostly coins(:Celine said that I "attacked" anyone which walked pass.Lols.It's not easy having the courage to ask people to donate and it's exhausting.We were like 4 grannies,here ache,there ache.
THANK YOU , KIND SOULS!HAVE A NICE DAY!!!

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!!

Yoyoyo!Went for a survey with Josephine and Joelle(:25 dollars for an hour(:
The place was nice and it was at the rooftop!!!!Ate a oreo doughnut,they came prompting us and the rest of the girls to eat.The survey is on whether Sexual Education is effective or not...how do you react to teens having underage sex...blah blah blah.It's a little boring and the space were crammped up.I was having spams as I can't move alot.Relax...next time if got lobang,I'll introduce to you guys(: